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[12 May 2008|07:57pm]
So basically, I have a lot to ramble on about.

I start working at the cafeteria at boeing in January. I love the customers, and my co-worker Brittany as become a really good friend of mine. The customers are so much fun to joke around with, and its gotten to the point that some of them they know a lot about my life as do I theirs, and we talk about shitty days and such. Once my supervisor Jesus came back from vacation at the beginning of April, he became a total ass. He's completely powerstruck, and he is just a supervisor my main boss we NEVER see. To sum it up, Jesus has made work miserable for me and Brittany now. We love our job, until he starts to talk and we hate it.

Its a long esclading story, and for the longest time I was just trying to grin and bare it because I love my customers and I don't want to quit because I wouldn't be around them, but its gotten to the point where I can't handle it anymore.

I started applying for jobs a week ago and now I have an interview with the Marriot Hotel on Thursday for an AM hostess/cashier.

If I get this job i'll have more of a life because i won't have to wake up at 4am every morning to start work at 5am, and go to sleep at 8:30pm at night in order to get a good nights sleep.

So, hopefully I get it.
Angel of Music

Engaged/fo' realz! [07 May 2008|12:42pm]
Hey, so as most of you already know.. I'm engaged. Have been officially since April 28th. Jesse proposed to me at disneyland.

I look like i'm very calm in the video, but I'm really hysterically balling. I'm sending out engagement announcements with pictures of it sometime within the next 2 months so let me know if you want one.

I'm going back to disneyland in a month! :)
Angel of Music

[29 Mar 2008|05:45pm]
i hate work.
and i'm ugly.
Angel of Music

[19 Mar 2008|06:32pm]
Hello world,
I guess this post is only directed towards Janna because shes the only one who replied to me asking if people still read it. Haha,

anyway, i'm super tired. i hate starting work at 5am in the morning. I don't have a life. In order to actually get 8 hours of sleep, which I need or I don't function correctly I have to go to sleep by 8 every night and i'm STILL tired every morning getting up. bah, less time i get to spend with jesse. boo.

anyway, i'm waiting for him to get off work. he's work two 13's monday and tuesday and today he was supposed to get off at 5 and only work a 10, well its 6:30 and he's still not off.. boo i wanted to spend time with him before i went to bed, grrrr?. lol

anyway, just thought i'd do a posty.
4 Songs x Angel of Music

[19 Sep 2007|05:24pm]
1.I'm dying.
2. I'm pregnant
3. or I have a cyst.

Those are the 3 things that could be wrong with me according to google.

So the past few months I've been spotting and cramping. While I was in California I decided to skip my period and just continue taking my birth control instead of stopping for my period. Anyway, like a week after that I started cramping in my left ovary and spotting. From time to time I also have a smelly discharge and I also have burning after sex.

Not wanting to go to the doctor because I'm probably dying I decided to self-diagnose myself with google. With someone who has anxiety and depression-let me tell you... that is not a good idea. It said I'm either pregnant, I have cancer or I have a cyst.. most like on my left ovary.

I hate my vagina.

I made a doctors appointment.
4 Songs x Angel of Music

[14 Sep 2007|02:43pm]
Hey guys. I haven't updated in forever. Does anybody still read this?
3 Songs x Angel of Music

[29 Dec 2006|11:04am]
hey guys.
i'm still alive.
Angel of Music

[13 Apr 2006|11:06pm]
i haven't updated in ages.
but i'm updating to say this.

i am not dead. i'm just addicted to myspace.
oh, and i got a boyfriend. he's adorable. he treats me really well and makes me happy, although i believe i may not deserve him. his name is aaron.

AND, i gradute in like 2 months and i turn 18 in 3.

oh, geez.
Angel of Music

[30 Jun 2005|08:17pm]
Disneyland! I'm so excited!
Angel of Music

[14 Feb 2005|04:25pm]
You know what Anna and I did for Lindsey today?

Well, she has to work today on Valentines day. So I decided to be ever so cute and Anna and I did the best surprise ever!

So we went to Party Universe and got 6 red heart balloons for her. We then bought her a small stuffed dog thats holding a heart that says, "Be Mine" on it. After we payed for it, we found some random guy in the store for us to write, "To Lindsey, Love Bob" That isn't mean because Bob is her imaginary boyfriend! We went to work and put it in the break room for her. :)
2 Songs x Angel of Music

[10 Feb 2005|02:22pm]
whoever IMed my mother, fuck you.
1 Song x Angel of Music

I got my first paycheck. [17 Jan 2005|04:23pm]
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
2 Songs x Angel of Music

[07 Jan 2005|08:48pm]
1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my bf/gf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money?
12. Take me home for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing car kareoke w/ me?
15. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
18. Do you think im pretty, beautiful, or hot?
19. Do you like my style?
20. Do you think im funny?
21. Do you care about me?
22. Would you cry if i died?
23. Would you stop me if i tried to commit suicide?
24. Would you dance with me?
25. Would you sing happy birthday to me?
26. Would you hold my hair back at a party as im throwing up due to intoxication?
2 Songs x Angel of Music

[07 Jan 2005|03:21pm]
i want a boy that will stay with me for always

He'll know you can never say I love you too many times
But he knows not to say it if he doesn't mean it with all his
heart He'll tell me we're like Corey andTopanga..

He'll give me his favoritesweatshirt

He'll make me a Build-a-Bear
And he wont care about howsillyhe looks being in a store full of 2nd graders

Because he knows it would be special to me

He'll stay home with me and watch The Notebook

And he'll tell me he loved it even though he didn't

and the only person he would ever watch it with would be me


He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice

He cant walk next to me without holding my hand

And he always whispers something sweet in my ear

He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band

And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends

When I cryhe'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kissevery tear

He'll always make me feel better because he knows theperfect thingsto say to me

All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them

When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear

He'll tell me I'm a princess

And treat me like one too

He'll loveeverythingabout me and tell me that I'mperfect

We always end up laughing about silly fights

We wont get mad formaking fun of each other because wecrack upat every bit of it

Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazyinside of me

Every timehekissesme

He'll tell me he'd diewithout me

He'llsurpriseme by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day

When we go out for ice cream, he'll put some on my nose?then I'll put some all over his face

And we just neverstop laughing

He's interested in everything I say, and he always cares about it

He'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from vending machines

He wont stop playing until he's won me a stuffed animal

He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch TsnowflakesT on our tongues

Every time I even hear his name, it takes my breath away

And when I hear him speak, I'llfall in loveall over again

He'll pay for me all the time even though I never want him to but I can never win

But with him I could never lose either

Because everything about him is just sowonderful

I'll be his everything

And he'll be even more to me

He will love me for always
5 Songs x Angel of Music

[06 Jan 2005|03:31pm]
I don't work today, yay! heh, well anyways this entry is going to be a public entry. I have worked for the past 3 days 6 hours straight. Not to mention I have school for 6 hours before that, so it's very tiring. I keep touching a button that erases everything I type, its REALLY ANNOYING anyways. I saw brandon for the first time since sunday today.. yayy.

right now i'm watching 13 going on 30 and i'm on my moms laptop because i'm lazy and i want to sit on the couch while i'm on the computer.

tomorrow i'm hanging out with anna after school, yay. she's hot.

i was estimating it and i think i'm going to get about 290 for my first paycheck, yay.

anyways, we took an ap history test today. i don't really care how well i did, it sounds bad but i did not study at all. i think i did my usual though for not studying, so it's alright.

umm. i'm going to go watch 13 going on 3 0and maybe sweet home alabama later.a
Angel of Music

[02 Jan 2005|09:33am]

1 Song x Angel of Music

Public entry. [30 Dec 2004|11:14pm]
I got the job. Duh.
5 Songs x Angel of Music

[29 Dec 2004|08:00pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I have a job interview tomorrow at 4.

I'm happy about that.

Also, I have a new screen name add it to your buddylist. xthinkofmefondly

2 Songs x Angel of Music

[27 Dec 2004|11:48pm]
[ mood | bored ]

[1] What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
well, lets see, i don't really know.

[2] Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didn't make any New Year's resolutions. But I think I will push myself to keep off the weight I lose and to get a new guy.. to fall in love again.. AND.... to be happy on my own. dun dun duuunn.

[3] Did anyone close to you give birth?
Umm. Yeah, somebody did. I just don't remember how.

[4] Did anyone close to you die?

[5] What countries did you visit?

[6] What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
Happiness on my own. Freedom to make my own decisions.

[7] What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory?
There is a few dates.. Maybe the majority of the days?

[8] What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Doing better in school, making new friends, falling in love "fo' realz"

[9] What was your biggest failure?
Ruining everything good I had going for me

[10] Did you suffer illness or injury?
Oh yes, many times.

[11] What was the best thing you bought?
The Phantom of the Opera soundtrack.

[12] Whose behavior merited celebration?

[13] Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
hhahahahha....... lets answer this question for me on our own.. dun dun dun duuunnn.

[14] Where did most of your money go?
Movies, Clothes.

[15] What did you get really, really, really excited about?
LOVE! SEX! hahha. nooo.. kidding. well, LOVE.. but I love Anna and Lindsey, they keep me together.

[16] What songs will always remind you of 2004?
The Scientist. Phantom of the Opera Soundtrack. Pina Colada.

[17] Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter, keep the weight off that you lose amy!
iii. richer or poorer? richer

[18] What do you wish you'd done more of?
umm.. talking, being outgoing, etc.

[19] What do you wish you'd done less of?
ruining things.

[20] How did/will you spend Christmas?
I woke up at 6 in the morning. I woke my mother up. I went back to sleep for an hour. She woke me up. My baby brother, my step dad, my mother, my sister, and her fiance opened presents. I sat around for a few hours. I talked to Anna, Lindsey, and Matt on the phone. I ate. My dad came over, we opened more presents. My family came over, we opened more presents. I went over to my dads, we opened more presents. I watched Shaun of the Dead. I played a tennis game on the XBOX. etc. etc. etc.

[22] Did you fall in love in 2004?
Well, I fell in love in 2003, I was IN LOVE in 2004.

[23]. How many one-night stands?

[24] What was your favorite TV program?
uhhhh. dunno?

[25] Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
umm. nope, still hate her. the one person i hate.

[26] What was the best book you read?
the notebook.

[27] What was your greatest musical discovery?

[28] What did you want and get?for christmas?
digital camera.

[29] What did you want and not get?
uhhh, i don't remember.

[30] What was your favorite film of this year?
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA. or the notebook.

[31] What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned 16. I hung out with my family and Tyler. I went to the mall with Tyler. I went to see King Arthur with my family and Tyler.

[32] What one thing would have made this year immeasurably more satisfying?
Less stupid people, Less stupid people trying to ruin things, Me ruining things for myself.

[33] How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
umm.. whatever i thought was cuute?

[34] What kept you sane?
The majority of the year, Tyler and Lindsey. Recently, Matt, Anna, and Lindsey. I <3 those three.

[35] Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

[36] What political issue stirred you the most?

[37] Who did you miss?
welll.... part of the year i missed my friends. part of the summer and part of the school year, tyler.

[38] Who was the best new person you met?

Angel of Music

[01 May 2004|02:30pm]
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